Day by day I became
Everything that I had always hated
Lost in a fantasy built on quicksand
Discovering just how far I could fall
Pour me another drink to end the anxiety
Trying in vain to hide my growing shame
Desperate for answers in the bottom of a bottle
This addiction has become my reality
My free will replaced by need
One drink at a time I drown the agony
Night after night I commit suicide
Anything it takes to fade these memories
Show me something worth living for
Here I am with nothing left to offer you
I’m back where I sworn I’d never be again
A hollow man whispering junkie prayers
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the smile i’ll never see again
I used to know what it’s like to be alive
Now I know how wrong I was
Now I know all the pain I caused
I know the eyes i’ll never wipe clean
Now I know what it’s like to be dead inside
I’m Dead inside
I’m Dead Inside
I’m Dead Inside
Now I know what it’s like to be Dead Inside
credits
from Insects Not Gods,
released November 11, 2022
Production/Lyrics/Vocals: Clint Robertson
Masterering: Stephen Lam
Remix: Tactical Sekt
supported by 21 fans who also own “Dead Inside (Tactical Sekt Remix)”
honestly all the songs on here are so good, im constantly discovering a new favorite. if i was still a cds in my car girl, this one would be in my little hard case Sev Fryskesma
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